被海浪上的光點吸引住的時候，畫面是持續平穩的向左平移。我感覺我應該正搭著電車。看不見太陽，光卻刺眼。站在身旁的那個人，好像很久沒出現在夢裡了。
色調是歪斜的，像罩層紗，畫面裡盡是噪點，彷彿空氣中充滿霧霾的質地。天空橘得像沙丘，海是接近黑色的暗度，細碎的光芒隱隱的隨著浪花漂浮，詭譎的讓人無法移開視線。
到站了嗎。我不記得怎麼下車的。抬起頭，他在畫面的右方，我想我看見了人生至今最斑斕的夕陽、最深沉的波光。天空與海洋、光明與暗海。那景色是如此濃郁與炸裂，幸福與傷感、失去與依戀怎麼就放在同個地方呢？
今天清晨行星的 transit，美感、感官精緻度的金星與模糊、夢境邊界的 Ketu，走到我的星盤裡象徵另一個世界的 12 宮獅子座。這些 layer 的疊加，模模糊糊地想著，要如何才能再次回到那台電車上呢？
夢於 2026.7.10
Drawn in by points of light on the waves, the frame panned left. I felt like I was on a train. I couldn’t see the sun, yet the light was blinding. The person beside me hadn’t appeared in a dream for a long time.
The tones were skewed, as through a veil, the frame thick with grain, air heavy with a smog-like haze. The sky orange like a dune, the sea near-black, flecks of light drifting faintly with the waves, uncanny enough I couldn’t look away.
Had we arrived? I don’t remember getting off. I looked up, he stood right of frame, and I saw the most vivid sunset of my life, the deepest shimmer on the water. Sky and sea, light and dark. The scene so rich, so overflowing. Please, don’t put joy and sorrow, loss and longing in the same place.
This morning’s transits: Venus, ruling aesthetics and sensory refinement, and Ketu, blurring the edge of dreams, both landing in Leo in my 12th house, house of the other world. Layer on layer, and I found myself vaguely wondering how to get back onto that train again.