星期六，下午 3 點。
我親愛的 mei，6 月底，氣溫逐漸升高，但恰好有颱風外圍環流，我喜歡雨天，涼涼的，雨聲的節奏規律，排除所有之外的聲音。好適合在下午一起睡個午覺。
這陣子，總是突然想起你，一條長長的尾巴顫抖著、後腳似行軍般的踏步，緊接著尖銳且難聽的叫聲，雖然我無法解讀，但可以想像你高聲大叫對我的愛。
細碎的記憶像是便條紙不斷地提醒，而時間的總數常對不上體感，有時覺得你離開只是上個月的事，更多時候像是上輩子。
我的手心還能感受你毛髮細緻與柔順，那個觸感就像我已經回到家，也或許我們一直都在家，只是我睡著時你醒著，你睡下時我出門上班，開機與休眠的交換，就像 RGB 圖層，不小心誤觸，總這麼剛好關掉了某一層。
肯定是雨天的多愁善感，現在的我不得不獻上你最討厭的一吻，希望你今天也很好。
寫於 2026.6
Saturday. 3 in the afternoon.
My dearest Mei. Late June, a typhoon on the edges keeping things cool. I love rainy days. The rhythm of it shuts everything else out. A good afternoon to sleep through together.
Lately you surface out of nowhere. That long tail trembling. Back legs marching. Then that sharp, ungainly cry. I never learned what it meant, but I liked to think it was the loudest love you had for me.
These small fragments keep turning up. The math never adds up. Sometimes it feels like you left last month. More often, like another life. My palms still remember your fur, and when that comes back, it’s like being home. Maybe we always were, just on different schedules. You awake when I slept, asleep when I left for work. Like RGB layers, one switched off by accident.
It must be the rain. I have no choice but to give you the kiss you always hated. I hope today is a good one for you.